The prayer in my devotional the other morning referenced the attributes of God. Kindness and goodness shown to others will reflect God’s Kindness and Goodness. That seemed like standard issue advice for any person calling themselves a Christian, right?
“Help me, Lord, to reflect your attributes to the people in my life.” was the gist of the prayer at the end.
I headed downstairs, ready to take on the day, feeling fully empowered to do just that.
And then reality hit.
Sweetman had just returned from a few days away with his best friend. I found myself increasingly agitated with his “droppings” throughout the house: A toiletries bag to be unpacked here and a jacket to be sent to the dry cleaners over there, a little half-started pile of laundry up here and receipts to be gone through down there.
Snippy comments were also dropped.
But, not by Sweetman.
This is a word. For my heart, it’s a word that The One who tends my heart knew I needed to hear.
And so I found myself praying, Lord, help me. Help me to be kind when I would rather snip. Help me to be gentle when it would be easier to snap. Help me to be more of You and less of me. Please.”
And I realized, for about the millionth time, that God has infinite patience. He is infinitely kind and merciful to those who love Him. And I do. Oh, how I do.
I long for the way I behave to reflect that. Lord, God, let my thoughts and actions reflect that.