There comes a time in every parent’s life when they take a peek into their youngest child’s room and decide they’ve had enough.
Enough of the teeny tiny toys that pierce the tender undersides of feet.
Enough of the stuffed animals covering the floor like carpet.
Enough of the doll clothes strewn like confetti.
Enough of the two crayons and 4 markers randomly located in the four corners of the room. Along with the 15 pieces of tape strategically placed on blankets, dresser, floor, and animals. (What is that all about, anyway? Do I even want to know??)
Last weekend, the time had come for this parent.
“Alright Sweetgirl, mama’s all done with this toys-on-the-floor business. Let’s get this room cleaned out.”
This little announcement, as you can imagine, was not met with joy and excitement.
I began gathering all of the things we would need to clean up this mini-human explosion in the purple room down the hall. Baskets of varying sizes (I had delusions of organizational grandeur), laundry basket, big black trash bag that you could fit a human into.
“Why do we need a trash bag, mama? NOT THE TRASH BAG!?!” (The way you just read that last sentence? Not one ounce of exaggeration in how she presented her case against the dreaded trash bag.)
There are some parents for whom a messy room is their child’s problem, not theirs. It doesn’t bother them one eensy bit. They can roll with it.
Unfortunately for Sweetgirl, I am not one of them. You can only close the door on disaster so many times.
We set to work picking up the stuffed animals, first. As I lifted each one, I’d hold it up for her and ask, “Are we still in love with this one?”
I’m happy to report that she made a fairly large pile of stuffies to donate. Her mantra, each time she opted to let one go was, “It’s someone else’s turn to love them.”
Happy Dance. (Me)
We talked through each meticulously curated pile of toys. She informed me, for example, that the lined paper cut into the shape of a haphazard oval was vital to the comfort of her mermaid Squinkie toy. But, that the pink glitter crayon lying beside them both was magical and couldn’t be moved.
Story after explanation after rationalization was doled out, in the hopes that some piles could remain.
We finally got to our last corner of the room, when Sweetgirl put her hand on my shoulder and said, “I love you Mama. You listen to my stories.”
And that? That earned her a smooch and a hug. And a nice long break to admire what we had accomplished, so far.
I told her we could quit for the day. But, she opted to finish what we had started. So, we did.
As we finally, blessedly, wrapped up, I started dragging the trash bag of to-be-donated stuffed animals down the stairs. But, I had to pause on the second step. She had made her way into Sweetboy’s room to tell him something “important”.
“I’m a big kid now, brother,” she informed him.
He asked her why.
“Because, mama and I cleaned out all of my little girl toys today. So now, I’ve got a big girl room.”
A tear rolled down this cheek of mine. It was never my intention to clear out her little girl toys. I never anticipated a need to make her room a “big girl” room. But, she saw it as a rite of passage somehow. It meant something completely different, and, well… big, to her.
I don’t think I’ll ever ask her to clean her room out again.
Well played, little one. Yes indeedy… well played.